II can smell it
That smell
II just want a taste,
Just a tiny small drop
To splash on my face
II need it - II want it
Some fuel for my fire,
II thought II could quit
Now II feel like a liar
II want to push through
But these demons are loud,
They push on my brain
And they anchor me down
This room feels so cold
And my sheets are all wet,
II can’t stop these shakes
And I’m covered in sweat,
This loss was a forfeit,
My succession to fail,
Passing my limits
And then breaking the scale
Now I’m locked in this bathroom,
Kissing the sink
The cold water is running,
It’s helping me think
As my crave for a sip
Still begs for a drink,
Can you smell it
That smell
That lust and desire,
II thought II could quit,
Now II feel like a liar
ELIIZAZOEY
